it will be a super short post for today. hehs.

tml having my oral... so scary~~

anyway, i'm e FIRST lehhs. x)

so happy. wish me luck people!

when actually can i actually forget him?

i noe if i dun forget him, i wun be able to live happily.

i jus hope tt tml will be a better day.

hahs. my sec school life is ending soon.

happy and sad... hais...

no choice... tt's wat life is about.

today went out with fiona.

is like finally lahhs. LOLS.

when we were deciding to go where, we decided to go one place.

our favourite hangout. KBOX.

tis time we went to cineleisure.

whoa. cool man. cos there is e place tt'll brighten fiona's day. -.-

when we reached there... guess wat...

i nearly knocked onto him lahs. wth. -.-

den fiona was like: "yingqiiiii...." hahas.

ok lahs. see-able... hahas kinda cute too... xDDD

at first we tot he couldn't recognise fiona...

wat a heartless guy...

but actually he can recognise lahs.

according to him, he said tt we din say "hi" to him.

tsk tsk...

den saw e captain. hahas. typical korean face. 有性格!

so cute. hehs.

we saw a "playboy" too. hahas. no lahhs. maybe he look like one but he isn't? =\\\

sang until 5+ den somthing funny happen.

e remote was stucked in between e sofas. -.-

well done, FIONA! =)

den a guy came in n pulled out e remote. hahas.

so malu-ed can.

went off at ard 6+.

hang ard there... and fiona ate her LJS. -.-

is long john silver.

she ate real slow man...

u tot i dunno ur motive? heh hehs.

den she SO KIND can. she accompanied me to eat KFC.

again, she got motive.

so i dilly-dally and eat until 7+.

but fiona need to go home... so had to leave.

finally he sms at 8.

and he is not heartless lahs.

he asked usfiona to pei him for dinner.
but fiona cant... hahas.
tt's all i noe lahs...
go ask fiona if u all want to noe more lahhs. xDDD



so sians. MONDAY again. BOO!
wednesday having oral... i'm e FIRST!!!
so happy lahs. =D
i m so elated when i saw my name top e list. hahas.


i still dunno when i'm going to start my revision.

i'm so dead. X.X

hais. i jus dunno wat happen to me.

my mood is never good. and i m always so pek chek.

i admit i'm having mood swiiings~~~ and god noes y. -.-

i can even cry whenever and wherever. i m jus os sick of myself.

maybe i m getting depression. aww~~

i wan to get on with my life...

i wan to stay away from him and start my life afresh.

i jus wan to find a shoulder to lean on.

where are u, my shoulder?

next week prelims!!!

aft tt gonna be O's.

promised my mum tt i'll work hard and she could stop working for 12 hrs a day in 2 yrs time.

STRESS!!! hahas.

now den i noe tt family will always be here for u whenever u need them.

however, frens will leave u one by one...

BUT!!! i noe tt there's a grp of them tt wun leave me in e lurch. xDDD

tis morning, by chance, i saw somebody's blog.
lols. wat a joke. i dun PURPOSELY make a effort to go YOUR BLOG anyway.
hur hur. wanna slap me? u can mahs??
hahas. about offering u sweets, is because in order not to make e situation look awkward so i offered u sweets.
so it become tt i wan u to be my fren? NONONO!!!
u got it all wrong. hahas. how shameless according to fiona. x)
i nv wanted u back as my fren. its a relieve tt u LEFT us. =)
anyway, tt's e truth. truth hurts, doesn't it?
regarding e copying of paper thing, hey GET IT RIGHT ONE LAST TIME!!!
u n me were doing DIFF papers. how m i going to copy urs?
hahas. crap lahs. wat religious, wat race, wat family.
and i din even mention tt christians cant lie.
of cos u all can lie... lie all e way as u like. as if we buddhists, taoists, muslims and watsoever race care. anyway, u were e one hu started e whole religious thing. not me. (((:
and u're contradicting urself. u say u dun bother to c those u dun-give-a-damn's blog...
so how u noe i insulted u?
and do u noe e full meaning of insult? I CLEARLY DIN INSULT IN MY BLOG.
i dun want to contaminate my blog.
so if u wan to slap me, think twice alright?
u slap me once, my mum will make sure she slap till ur head turns to e back.
at least, i got a mum will defend her own daughter.
and also, u no need give me chance de... i dun give a damn to them and i dun need them. =)
i bu shuang so i dun tag ur board cannot arhs... i love typing in my blog and sms with my phone. at least i felt comfortable.
by all means, act pitiful... i dun care. bfore u pple decide to side who, pls OPEN ur wide eyes.
looks r decieving.

anyway, i really offer u sweets without any evil intention...
hahas. and u can think until i curse u... TSK TSK.
see hu's e evil one here.
i dare to admit lehs. i went to ur blog. so?
tis doesn't mean tt i dun have integrity and principal...
and seriously, i dun understand wtf u typing lahs...
wat religious, family and religion???
and wat does it got to do with ur mum??
HAHAS. u wan my mum's no too? i'll give u. xDDD

suddenly have e urge to eat DURIANS.

hahas. at tis hour? i must be mad.

LOLS.

heys!!! (:

just now was listening to S.H.E's new song [[我们怎么了]].

so nice can. made me remember of him.

below's e lyrics to e song...

S.H.E- 我们怎么了

落泪以前再看一眼 你模糊的脸

这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视 窗外的阴天

一句抱歉都僵在嘴边

我搞不懂

我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后

是否住着伤口

我想不透 我们的爱怎么了

雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活

你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕眩

如果我们继续向前走进雨里面

会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后

是否住着伤口
我想不透 我们的爱怎么了

雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活

明明从前

连真挚都很甜美

现在怎会

说句话就冷冻一边

我搞不懂

我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后
是否住着伤口

我想不透

我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活

hais. it just bring back e past lahs...

i just wanna ask :“我们到底怎么了？！！！”

really missed my sec3 life.

it's really fun and FUN.

he was then e one i really noe.

unlike now.

and my frens were all ard me...

how i wish i can turn back e clock.

i realised tt "small" font is really too small for me to see.

maybe my eyesight's failing.

hahas. so change to "normal" font instead.

tml will be going to SOUL's gathering.

hope it will be a fun one though.

LUCIFY's one coming up too.

but it falls on e week tt i really had to mug hard for my prelims...

and had to pay $10... aww~~~

last regisration date will be on 16th...

so how??? any suggestion????

I REALLY WAN TO GO!!! but another half of me... dun feel like going.

ayes... CONTRADICTION....

tt's all babes & dudes. =)

well well well...

so long nv blog...

let me c where i stopped.

anyway, i had forgotten wat had happen tis past few weeks.

i only remembered going to kbox with my girls on tues...

hahas. FUN!

we always had fun together.

wed + thurs rot @ home.

today, got back e damn chinese result.

i got a A2 and oral distinction.

felt so disappointed lahs.

tears just dropped anyway and anyhow.

i couldn't control it too.

just felt tt i've let myself and my mdm gwee down.

MUST BE my pp1 lahs.

tt horrendous compo.

i just cant write 报章报道.

and i last min change back to my narrative...

and thus resulting in such a disastrous state.

WELL DONE, YINGQI!

so, i've to RE-TAKE again.

such a waste of time.

pple have been advising me not to,

but i really have to.

ARGH!!!! maybe mr tang read wrongly???

hahas. i think too much lahs.

regarding abt e prom nite.

i really wan to go as it's like only once in ur YOUTH time.

but xinyi doesn't seems to be keen on going.

so still considering... she prefer going to pur "personal" chalet.

LOLS.

but come to think of it...

prom nite need ALOT of MONEY...

u've to pay for e hotel thing, e dress, make-up, hairdo and all sorts of rubbish.

BUT i wanna goooooooo. BOO!

xinyi n me agreed tt if we found nice and cheap dresses, we'll go.

but how bout our chalet???

aww~~~ i wanna have both!

things are still not looking good.

but eventually when i'm tired...

i'll stop at e point, watching getting further and further away from me.

perhaps, it isn't a bad thing.

maybe we're not meant to be friends.

since u dun treat me as a fren le. den i'll OSO remove e link of urs from my blog.

u super duper childish lors. i dun tink i'm at fault tt day.

u kept insisting "不要看，对你不好”。heys. hello? I'M DOING A DIFF PAPER ok?!

how m i suppose to copy urs when i'm doing a diff paper. u tot i retard arhs.

somemore if i wan to copy, i wun copy urs lahs.

u tis weirdo. suka suka, come near to us. u tot we wat? childcare centre???

its better for u to leave us far far away. ^.^V

pple on e outside might seem to LIKE u. but girl, there's alot u still dunno.

bu shuang me jus say out lahs. no need to do tis kinda stuff de lors.

aft e whole incident, i might still feel a little bad. but upon seeing ur BLOG, i jus felt tt i m in NO wrong!!!

to those might think tt she's on e weaker side, and u're gonna side her... i got nothing to say.

but LOOKS DOES DECIEVES!!!