hmms, jus saw somebody's blog. still wondering whether to post up e link anot.
i was absent on fri. and yet, they can still mention my name even though i m not around. wonderful huh?
i'm really clueless. wat have i done tt had made all of u hate me so much? can someone enlighten me pls? however, i dun tink tt ALL of u hated me so much, except e handful of THEM. or rather, HIM. i admit, i felt a little angry aft sawing tt guy's blog. but after feeling angry, i jus felt tt it was pointless. watever, i m leaving tis school in 3 months time. without u ppl haunting me. so wat's e point of getting angry? as a matter of fact, time does pass VERY QUICKLY! hahas. so now, i no longer feel angry anymore. sticks n stones might break my bones but WORDS cannot hurt me. =)

FRI 28/7/06
i jus went out. tt's all. (((:
anyway, 龙虎门 is real nice!!! 甄子丹 is sooooo man lahs.
definitely a NICE movie. 4.5 out of 5 stars!

i wanna watch "helen the baby fox", "click" , "the breakup" and "my super ex-girlfriend" =D

SAT 29/7/06

went to IMM. tis time, SUPERBAND's meet n greet sesssion SUCKS!

e boards of my fav band is blocking me. -.-

anw, somebody gave LUCIFY a "green tea bottle" as a gift.

wat a kind soul ya? HAHAS.

aft tt, went to J8.

den home. wat a boring day. =\

SUN 30/7/06

its basically a day for me to rot @ home. =)

sometimes, i felt bad. cos i felt tt i had left u in e lurch.

we could graduate tgt from tis school... but it wun come true.

we played hard but we were so slacked when it comes to study.

thus, it resulted in today's state. i really felt bad. felt bad as in i get to graduate yet leaving u down there alone... but sometimes, i really think tt i should let behind with u together. cos i hate my life NOW. however, dun worry my girl. i'll still be here for u even if i m outta e school. i m sure xinyi will too. (: ENDURE, time will pass very FAST and by e time, we will be out enjoying our life! (as if we're behind e bars. -.-)

people might be thinking... "u all sometimes oso will buay song with each other wat..." dun tell mie u wun have conflicts with ur frens? pls lahs... through conflicts. we get to noe each other more mahs. aiyah! just to end tis short, i love my FRENS! my true frens!!! xDDD

i jus wish tt everything will come to an end soon.

i hope tt thoughout a night's sleep, it will be 2007! how great would tt be? without getting up early for school and face those hideous monsters. AWW~~~ i longed for tt day till my neck's long! =)))))

oh ya oh ya!!!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO SHINYA!!! whees~~

hahas. he's da man!!! =XXX

i m sooo sooo busy tis few days lahs.

have been going to TTSH tis 2 days. and guess wat? tml i nid to go there aft skool. hahas.

woohoos. so high lahs. can see VERY professional and SHUAI doctors. -.-"

tsk tsk. i wan to marry a doctor. hahas. =\\\ joking only.

2 days nv go skool.... i miss my babes. xD

i've got lots of things to settle and buy...

*my phone bills.

*more eyeshadows. -.-

*a new wallet.

*and i dunno le....

more importantly,

a NEW fone lahs.

currently looking for a better one.

i DUN WAN to have e same as him. =( hope so lahhs.

因为你，我对一样东西感到了恐惧。

那就是 “爱”。

总而言之，我不会再让自己轻易地再陷入下一个漩涡。

因为经过这个恐怖的经验后，我已不再相信爱了！！

终于可以用华文来 blog 了。

我真是迟钝， 现在才知道。-。-

以后，当我心血来潮时，我会用华文 blog 哦。x)

敬请期待。。。。

i'm so lazy to on my computer...

so many pple "complained" t i did not update my blog... hais....

SO! i'm HERE!!! *applause*

finally, i know wat i wan to do in e future. *hehs...

wish me luck bahs!!! xDDD

today aft skool met up with FIONA.

and fiona went hysterical on e bus. *she-should-noe-y*

went to AMK and collected e photos.

my beloved SHINYA & KUEK!

muahahas. 5R lehhs. cost me a dollar each. BOO!

bought our favourite Q-bread accompanied with a cup of chilled blackcurrent drink aka ribena. HAHAS. =D

den walk ard a little and went home.

today's heat is seriously killing me. i m in e process of *melting+evaporating* when i m out in da dammit SUN!

seriously, tt fella(hou yi) should shoot down all e suns!

actually, i realised tt i shuld really let go all e memories we had.

it's better for u n me.

THUS!!! i'm not gonna stucked in those "oh-so-wonderful-and-memorable" memories.

wat for? it'll only made me feel sadder. ((((:

so... tt's all folks!!!

i outta here~~~!!! dun miss me too much ya? =\\\

well, it had been ages tt i've update...

recent HAPPENing happenings. xD
-i've turned 17!!! *did i mention it b4??*
-i m so in love with LUCIFY!!! *especially SHINYA*
-new-found love: misaki n KUEK! *cute dudes!!!*
-have been putting a strong front since ytd. *BOO!*

i'm such a LUCIFIED-SOUL. x)))
hahas. superband rocks lahs.

was quite upset with you. really.
but maybe cos u thought so considerably for me.
tt u nv watch ur words and hurt me so BADLY?
u might have ur own views. so do i.
watever. jus hope things doesn't get worse~

and YOU!!!
another you. wahahas.
maybe its time to let u go...
tho i hope u jus turn ard and look at me for once?
but i know tt it can nv happen anymore. NEVER.
u have left me down there, where we've stopped.
u jus left my life in silence. without any premonition... nothing.
maybe i've left out smth. u din left me...
BUT! u chose to DESTROY my life with wat u have said.
i felt tt u've toyed with my feelings...
how i wish u can see my post. or maybe u're doing right now?! O.O
wateva lahs. i wun anticipate anymore from u. tt's all!
FULL STOPPPPPPP.......

aww!!!! my SHINYA~~~
lalalalas~~ so shuai lahs!!!!
but... there's a zheng gong niang niang...
not tt dachangjin arhs... LOLS.
woolalalas. now i wun die with regrets, cos i saw SHINYA in real person b4.

very soon, aft e whole superband... i will gradually forget abt them... *how sad*
hahas. hope not. =DDD

hope to get e finals ticket too!!! cos it is really different watching on tv and live performances. *grins. =)))

well, is time to update!!! x(

06/07/06

its my b'dae!!! x)

frens gave mie presents and i love them alot!!! thanks people!!!

went off early to accompany my ahma to TTS. well, everything was alright and she can go for her caterect surgery.

aft tt, went home. my uncle bought me a cake!!! *so surprised*

hahas. black forest... yummy. =D

tt's all for my b'dae tis yr~~~ *aww... not excited de...*

but anyways, i still have to thank those hu wishes me happy b'dae and of cos those hu gave me PRESENTS!!!

heyys. 2 yrs later, when i'm 19, my birthday will fall on 06/07/08!!! wahahas. xD looking forward~~~

07/07/06

aft skool, went all e way to cineleisure to get my "da tou".

but i cant find any nice ones... so i chose a pooh bear. x)

so cute lors. aww~~~ LOLS.

den went home.

08/07/06

went to mediacorp with fiona n sabrina.

waited outside radio gate. saw shinya when we jus arrived.

OHMY!!! he so _ _ _ _ _ [fill in e blanks] can!!! HAHAS. fiona said i blushed when i see him. -.-

i wasn't lors... its becos of e weather.

den i regretted so much when i dun have e courage to take photo with him after he left. argh!!!

waited for 2 hr plus jus for SOUL to come out... -.-

and they really did. we were e last grp of people to leave and SOUL came over and tok to us... o.O

theyr'e so tall lors... hahas. and kinda paiseh too when they walked over. xP

justis's CUTE!!! =XxX

aft tt, went to e theatre there to watch superband.

e atmosphere there is so HIGH. so different frm e one we watch on tv. hahas.

and fiona and me sat right at e front. -.- luckily, we got e placards to block from e camera.

saw all of e superbands performed. so nice can!!!

especially... BRODS, SOUL and of cos my LUCIFY!!!!! whees~~~ gonna vote for them!!!

aft e recording ended, we went to take photos with them.

at first, very shy... but aft that, like aunties liddat... running aft them.

i personally love e pic i took with SHINYA!!! *swoons~~~*

BRODS is VERY friendly and awi is funny. hahas.

reached home @ 12 midnight. ((((:>br>

09/07/06

STAYED AT HOME AND WATCHED DEVIL BESIDE U FOR 3 TIMES!!!!

watch until i can remember their lines.

10/07/06

had chinese oral today. *nervous*

topic is quite easy... but i think i screwed it!!! argh!

hehs. mr pah commented tt my eng is already "there"!!! whees!!! so happy lahhs!!! xDDD

tonight mus rmb to watch [[SUPERBAND]]!!!

vote B6 [[LUCIFY]]!!!!! and B5 for SOUL lahhs. hhahas.

ppl might find it weird y i like lucify.

had heard few comments on them... actually they really not bad. especially shinya. he's singing improved so much lors. so stop! criticising them like ghosts. they aren't! u all should watch then perform "live". so astonishing. ^^

aiyah. in short.... i <333333 color="#3366ff" size="4">shinya!!!! x) (but he got stead lahhs. hhahas. very loving too!)

saw e testi shinya wrote for his girl... aww~~~ so sweeeet!!!

tt's all people!!! rmb to watch SUPERBAND!!!

wahahahs. no mood to blog again.
blog tml bahs!!! x)

last but not least,
I LOVE SHINYA!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!! ((((:

HEYYS!!!

i m so excited lahhs. x)

let me blog abt ytd first... (((:

met up with meiyi @ city hall.

shop ard and i saw a VERY nice adidas bag. but din have e chance to check out e price. x(

went to NEWURBANMALE, aww~ i love tt shop. o.O

aft tt, we went to marina square... i bought a tee with dimante studded on it. oh man, SO NICE LORS. guess hu we saw there? ARON KWOK!!! e hongkong star. hahas. he look kinda "-plastic" to me. like barbie doll liddat... xPPP

aft meimei bought her stuffs and we went to sakae!!!

hahas. love there. ordered losta food... but abit bu hao yi si... cos meimei's treating me. (:

meimei's pissed off with e waiter lahhs. but i find him kinda cute? cos he's like "playing" with us. hehs.

aft our dinner, we went to take pics... xDDD took at different places, but not many turn out nice. ): wasted....

took bus 133 home. reached AMK at 11.30pm. i waited e bus for so long... and i tot i might missed e last bus plus it's quite scary to be alone at e AMK interchange. its kinda creepy. ><"

meimei: thanks for pre-celebrating my b'dae. hahas. LOVE YA! u made my day. ((((:<br>

TODAY

nothing unpleasant happened. *cross-fingers* hope it can carry on for e rest of e days in my sec sch life. [one of my b'dae wishes.]

did not attend physics self-study. brought ahma to polyclinic.

and tml i can leave at 1230. xian mu bahs?? x) cos bringing ahma to tantockseng.

her eye is having cateract. have to be operated if not, she'll go blind.

called miss ng... she din pick up her fone. sms-ed her to call me... URGENT! and she called back.

she said ok... but need letter. (((:

tml is YOURS TRUY's BIRTHDAY!!!

i m so excited~ hehs.

but no celebration.... ))):

lessons end late and my family is busy working.

BOO! how can liddat. tsk.

but nvm lahhs. all e presents and angbaos can make up for it! =DDD

jeraldine and serena gave mie my present today. love it so much!

hope jeraldine would like hers too. ^^

ahma gave mie angbao too... LOLS. i jus love my ahma.

mummy says she's going to give me $50!!! whees. she even sang "happy b'dae" song in e phone. xDDD HAHAS.

my uncle says he's treating me to JACK's PLACE. hahas. but i dun like JACK's PLACE. i prefer SWENSON & SAKAE!!! xPPP

fiona & co i getting so mysterious. hahas. made me feel so exhilarated. =//

less than a hr and i m turning into 17!!! hahas.

take care folks!!! update more tml!!!

fiona: u agreed to have my b'dae celebration another time arhs.!!! ^^

went to kovan with fiona today.

intend to look for my mum but think twice, better not.

watch fiona ate and i just STARE at her. O.O

aft tt, went to buy present. (((:

is so nice lors~~~~

bet she'll LOVE it. xD

finish reading e book tt fiona recommended to me.

heys. YINGQI reads too!!!!

e book name is "ttyl" by lauren myracle. its nice!

i like e part where it wrote tt:" high school friendships nv last. why do people assume tt high school friendships aren't as real and enduring as other friendships? we all get to choose wat kind of friend to be, no matter our age."

isn't it so real???

but if we want our friendships to work well, i tink we really have to work on it. (((:

hmph! fiona ask me not to tag along with them on wed. bleahs. i got my own programmes too.

i got to bring my grandma to e doctor's.

her eyes givin her problems again. ))):

hope she'll be alright.

few more days and it'll be my b'dae.

but i dun seems to be excited or wat.

aww~~` hope it doesn't a boring one tho. *hint*

wat to do? mine falls on a SCHOOL DAY!!! hell.

i'm outta here. bye!

i jus cant believe tt FRANCE won BRAZIL e last WC champ. -.-

and for this moment, i hope FRANCE will win in e semi.

REALLY, FRANCE have to win!

enough of world cup. aft england is out, i dun intend to watch anymore. maybe except for e semi-final which FRANCE is going to play.

seriously, i dun intend to have my b'day celebrated.

pple asked mie not to go to skool tt day cos smth is going to happen.

i dun wish to go too. watever.

and some of my frens felt like they were being "forced" to celebrate my b'day for me.

den in tt case, jus pretend tt nothing happens on 6th july.

i dun really care. x)

maybe u might think i m soud very pathetic but hahas. I M NOT!

cos i noe some true frens will have their best wishes for me deep in their hearts.

LOVE EVERYBODY!!!!

if u're a portugal fan, i suggest u skip this post. if not. dun blame me. ^.^

well, england lost.

but nvm, it's a good game though.

beckham cried when he was substituted out. cos of his leg injury. it might be his last game in world cup yet he couldn't finish e game. he must be really sad. x((((

i simply hate tt metrosexual portugal player.

he really got attitude sia.

is like its none of his f*cking business, he kaypo and came into e picture.

he said smth tt caused rooney to push him and thus, rooney gotten himself a red card.

tt metrosexual guy must be REAL happy hur?!

u see, owen is out earlier cos he fell down. den beckham, cos of his leg injury. now, rooney's out too! WELL DONE. becos of who? of cos is tt metrosexual player lahhs. DAMN HIM!

aft tt, peter crouch was substituted in. and he accidentally "pa" a portugal player.

hey. mind u. he's 2.0m tall lehs. of cos hands long legs long lahhs. everybody with eyes can see tt he's not purposely wat. again, tt metrosexual player came in. he said smth to crouch but crouch ignored him. tsk.really a irritant lors.

when he fell down, he "ouch" until so loud and sounds girly too. wat the..... -.-

nvm. since portugal is in, we shall give them out best wishes.

but if brazil wins france, portugal will still be out.

cos BRAZIL will win them. and i definitely want to watch tt match.

cos i wan to see how terribly they lose. x))

bleahs.

sorry to those portugal fans [especially lihui] but i m die-hard ENGLAND fan.

ENGLAND has really done their very best.

wat a long game......

go go go! ole ole ole~~~ -.- jus trying to be funny here.

i still haven upload e pics. x(

dun feel like bloggin now.



cos... i m EXCITED!!!



hopes ENGLAND can WIN!!!!!



blog later abt superband.
i m going goo goo and ga ga over LUCIFY!!!!
hahas. i'm "lucified". x)
maybe pple tink tt i m weird cos i like them.
but aww~~~

ok lahs. SOUL is good to. -.-

jus to please princess FIONA. <3333333

i m jus soooooooo in love with LUCIFY!!! especially.... heh hehs....( #^.^#)- paisehh.



i got photos wors~~~



off to see e GREATEST and EXCITED match! (((:

ENGLAND!!!! GOAL, GOAL, GOAL!!!

**BECKHAM JIAYOU!!!