wun be bloggin so often anymore... (i noe i dun blog too often)
cos O's is arriving in erms.... (fingers counting) 2 weeks time?
i'm not too sure.



aft exams then i'll start bloggin.



actually i've moved to another URL le.
wahahas. but dun mistaken...
is not becos of those bloody fools.



i jus felt tt i need a new change in environment.(!)



perhaps. i might end up back to this URL. =D
it all depends on me. xD

takkaire people!!!
STUDY HARD!!!

A-Damn good kisser.

B- Good all around person.

C- You're wild & crazy.

D- You have one of the best personalities ever.

E-You have a nice ass.

F- People totally adore you.

G- You never let people tell you what to do.

H- You have a very good personality and looks.

I- You get hyper easily.

J- Everyone loves you.

K- You like to try new things.

L- You live to have fun.

M- Success comes easily to you.

N- You are absolutely beautiful.

O- You're an awesome person.

P- You are popular with all types of people.

Q- You are a hypocrite.

R- Sexy!

S- Easy to fall in love with.

T- You're loyal to those you love.

U- You really like to chill.

V- You are not judgemental.

W- You are very broad minded.

X- You never let people tell you what to do.

Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.

Z- You're a little too hard to find.

Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.

I- You get hyper easily.

N- You are absolutely beautiful.

G- You never let people tell you what to do.

Q- You are not a hypocrite.

I- You get hyper easily.

i dun like Q. so not accurate. LOLS.

once again, i'm not hypocrite.

cos ann nee once said b4. i m VERY straight-forward.!

still considering going or not going for e wedding dinner... *pondering.*

everything is over now...

as i have said b4...

quarrels make us to be closer with one another. =)

as for e another incident...

i jus want to make it clear here.

i only said i think so...

as everyone have eyes.

they can see it thru he's frenster.

and pls lors.

i'm NO LONGER interested in his affairs.

so dun put words into my mouth.

dun u noe tt it'll cause another hatred in him towards me when u said tt "i think so?"

i still got e prove to support my stand.

aft this incident, it made me lose my trust in u.

seriously, i'm disappointed with u.......

well. wat i can say is tt today is definitely a BAD DAY for me.

it sucks lahs...

especially it comes to friendships.

i mean u dun treat me like a fren lors.

perhaps a clown or smth?

u treat me n her totally different.

just admit tt u like her.

hello?

i m oso a human being. a live one still.

dun treat me like some sort of joke-machine.

is not e first time already, my dear fren.

but u jus dun care.

i find it hard communicating with u.

u treat her like a princess, a royalty.

wat about me?

i've got feelings too lahs.

u can jolly well be james bond no. 2.

i DUN care!

tis post isn't meant to spoil any frenship.

is jus my point of view.

i m leaving e school this yr.

i dun mind leaving with NO memories.

cos i came here with nothing and of cos i can leave with nothing.

u all always can have ur ways.

i have been giving in most of e time...

wat abt me?

all e words tt came out from my frens mouth sometimes sounds so vicious. really vicious.

but i still tolerate.

i've got my limits, mind u.

once my limit has reached...

i might WILL not regard u as a fren anymore.

perhaps i m at fault for e second part of e day.

but u cant blame me.

today happenings had been too much for me.

u're different. u'll not noe wat i am going thru.

he's always been giving in to u.

i cant be like u.

show him faces and he'll immediatly stop his nonsense....

anyway, he will oso not care even i flare my temper or wat.

after a period of time, he'll come all over again.

i'm tired and SICK of it.

i've been tolerating EVERYTHING recently.

and it had reached my limits.

really.

tt's enough pple.

but still, i m sorry. (u shuold noe hu u r)

HEY!!!

THERE'S A NEW PHONE!

NOKIA N95!!!!

nice rite??
e fuctions are superb too!!!

• Unique 2-way slide
• 5MP camera with Carl Zeiss optics
• DVD-like quality video at 30 fps
• Integrated GPS mapping
• Wireless LAN

e functions is even better than e other N-series phone...

hmms, is making me confused~~~

tt's all pple!!!

finally, misunderstandings between me n ____ have been cleared.
i jus dun understand y u all wan to harm me so much.
perhaps u all love seeing me in a despair state.
backstab me all u want, as if i care.
for now, i only care for those pple who care for me too.

tsktsk...

a bunch of physcos!!!

alright. i'll jus update! hahas.

18/09/06

went to bugis aft school with xinyi.

lunch-ed at V8. yummy~

bought jay chou's new album!!! so nice!!!

den went to search for someONE's present.

both of us went into e shop, stood down there for god-knows-how long minutes.

tt guy stood behind us for god-knows-how-many minutes too.

we so paiseh lahs.

tt's y EVERYONE says tt it's difficult to get a guy's present.

and we bought something from tt shop.

shop ard for awhile...

went over to bugis street and i bought 6 pairs of earrings.

to sum up all my earrings, i tink i've got 50 pairs in total... not counting e studs.

i tink i'm mad or smth. LOLS.

den home-ed.

for e rest of e days... i m jus so SICK.

i dunno y. flu, fever and headache.

20/09/06

went to school in e noon...

but still not feeling well...

took e mock exam. i jus anyhow do lahhs. hahas.

den met fiona and pei-ed her to hougang mall. -.-

we saw those oh-so-nice-and glamourous hp covers.

definitely will get one! xD

21/09/06

mc-ed for today...

xinyi met me up at AMK.

passed her fiona's shoes and jay chou's album...

den went home.

22/09/06

accompanied ahma to TTSH.

had her stitches removed.

den went home bathed and prepared...

left house and went to meet fiona first to get e b'dae cake.

lied to b'day boy tt we're late. and assigned xinyi to pei him. hahas.

den jh met us at mos burger and we all walked to AMK mrt together.

took train to marina bay where j.t supposed to meet us.

he was late lors. fancy letting 5 pple waiting for him. *thick-skin. =X

had our steamboat-bbq dinner.

thru out e whole dinner... so many funny things happen lahs.

hahas. somebody kept wanting to sit with somebody. but tt somebody dun wan to sit with tt somebody. causing xinyi being sandwiched in e middle. making her so miserable.

somebody threatened cinyi not to be "lightbulb". but e other somebody threatened xinyi not to swop places with tt somebody. hahas.

me, jh and bryan jus sat down there, watch show and eat our food. HAHAS!

jh den brought us to one place. -.-

and he claimed tt it is 海边... but well, to me is like river lehs... LOLS.

light up e candles and bryan suddenly gone missing... and e candles are melting.

is like on top pf e cake is a layer of wax. hahas.

but e cake is nice lahs. like eating pudding liddat.

we saw fireworks ehhs. so nice lors. hahas.

den we played open-numbers, and i kept losing lahs. so sway... =\\\

we tried to take grp photos but all cannot make it.

we cant squeeze 6 pple's head in e camera... so we gave up.

reached home at ard 11.

so tired. still have to go ahma's place...

23/09/06

din go for e social etiquette thing.

anyway,

HAPPY 18th B'DAY, BRYAN!!!!

was told tt i need to stay back till 8 daily for night study.

i expected it anyway.

first rd i wasn't selected, its jus pure luck.

second rd sure kena de. hahas.

bo bian lors... have to stay back. only left one month or so le mahs...

chiong already can relax all e way till nxt yr!!!

gambatte pple!!! =)))

out of 44 pple, 39 nid to stay back; 5 dun need... hur hur...

incredible~~

24/09/06

daddy b'day today!!!

went to celebrate and it i sn't a gd one...

hais....

sch tml... until 8pm. HAIS!

tuesday gg shopping with xinyi...

might be e last shopping le until e O's end...

hahas. so gotta shop till we drop! x)))

sch tml!!! bye~~~

seems like i haven been bloggin for quite a long time?

anyway, tis is jus a random post.

hahas. my "official" post will be blog later. ;)

aww!!!

i wan to buy so many things. almost everything had to do with technology...

i wan:

• a new phone. be it samsung or nokia. i jus need a superb camera and mp3 functions.
• another mp3. with larger memory... and of cos with video func. my current one jus cannot make it!
• PSP. white one especially. it looked kinda PRETTY! =D
• and a camera. SONY T10!!! pink one!!! hahas. tis one is a must-get item aft i get my first pay when i work!!! (((:

aiyah, just let either my mum or ah e strike lottery and all these things will be mine!!! wahahas!

but my most impt and final wish is to leave this school!

and e fact is tt, my wish is coming true~~~

i mean i wun forget my real frens lahs. and i jolly well noe whose in my "real" fren-list. =DDD

i promise i'll blog later abt my recent outings with all my "real" frens!!!

cya!!!

FRIDAY 8/9/06
went out wif my dearest xinyi. finally hurs. we went to changi airport. hahas.
went to have swensen for lunch. i had my fav salmon bake rice.(it's sinful, i noe.)
and we shared dip-fries and topless 5!! butterscotch ice-cream is fabulous!!

both of us alaf-ed and took loads of pics. including those stupid ones... xD

den we proceed to EXPO. we went for e food-fair. hahas.
but not for e food, is for fiona. :D
den bryan came and wait for him to have his dinner.
i did another sinful thing. i gulped down 3 bottles of vitasoy milk in less den 1 hr?
but cant blame me. it's so heavenly~~ (bryan treated me one out of e 3 bottles.)
left ard 8 and reached home at 10. -.-

i missed e last episode of 大男人，小男人.
aww. curse bryan! x(
however, my ah-e is kind enough to tell me e whole episode!! =D

SATURDAY 9/9/06
today, i watch 2 movies frm HBO. one is 13 going to 30 and second one is monster-in-law.
both movies are nice. and also watched some parts of MTV 万人演唱会. there were so many artistes. got my fav S.H.E, jay chou, nanquanmama and lots more... hmms. i can say is a well turned out concert. how i wish i m a taiwanese~~~ ((((:

audition-ed awhile. lols. finally lv 5. so happy. xDDD

i told my ah-e tt 三年后的今天, sure got alot of people get married. cos is 09/09/09. hahas.
and if i were one of e couples, i will pick e most auspicious time.... 09:09am. lols. my ah-e said me SIAO! -.-

SUNDAY 10/9/06
i did e house chores today den catched 爱情魔发师.
it's getting nicer and nicer. x)))
watched a show called "real women have curves" (if i m not wrong)
it's quite nice and interesting. but i din watch e first half... ):

basically i m rotting thru out e hrs till ard 6+.
audition-ed awhile and off for my dinner.

aww... jus read someone's blog. i felt soo sooo sad for her. din expect is he who initiated a break-up. for goodness sake, they've been together for 2 years+ and nobody expected they will break-up. i admit i m one of those who hope tt they will go their seperate ways. but until today, i'm wrong. i felt sorry for tt girl. maybe she's faking abt everything in her blog, who knows. but i noe it isn't easy to end a relationship jus like tt... hais... life's jus like tt.

school is reopening in a few hours time... but i jus dun like e feeling of waking up early in e morning and go to SCHOOL.
ya. tt's wat i HATE e most. cos i got to c those whom i hate. well, they hate me too. so couldn't blame me. =)

recently, i have finally sorted out my feelings and everything. i find tt i no longer feel for him.
well, i couldn't say i had 100% forgotten him, but at least a 90%. cos i cant find anything worth for me to hold on for tis kinda person. (bad english, i know) maybe i m finally clear-headed and i noe how to face him alrdy.

i miss LUCIFY so much lahs. especially shinya!!! i miss their music. =( LET THEM COME BACK!!! (wat shit m i toking abt. -.-)

tt's all people. cya in few hrs time... x(((

TUE 05/09/06

went out with ann nee and hengli. hahas. had fun with them!

met at 2 and headed down to cineleisure. had our lunch and we watched the devil wears prada.

soooo nice! i jus love e movie lahs. funny yet emotional. it teaches me lots of things too!!!

i m determined! maybe u guys are looking down at me. BUT i'll let u all see a different ME!!!

aft e movie, hengli and ann nee took their dinner. e japanese food look nice... nxt time i oso wan to go there n try~~

den we went to heeren. i bought my bag!!! aww~~ $50 fly away!! but i like it alot lahs. hahas.

we went paragon aft tt. went into PRADA shop. first time in my entire life man!

but dun like e sales people's attitude. x(

aft tt, we went to adidas. to look for meiyi. BOO! i've forgotten tt today is her off-day so din get to c her.

we move on to wisma... and i bought my foundation!!! ettuasis de!!! wa lao ehs. cost me $67 lehhs. hais. so broke now... now i noe how much can shopping kills. but i love e casing lahs. hahas. xDDD

den had my dinner at pepperlunch. whoos. so nice lors. hahas.

we took train back to yiochukang and then boarded 76 home.

it's a nice outing!!! i wan more!!! xDDD

we had juicy gossips and plenty of things to tok abt lahs... but one thing bad is tt both my feet are aching now after combing half of e orchard road!!! x(

TODAY 06/09/06

hahs!!! i jus woke up!!! LOLS. ya. i slept at 3am last night and wake up at 4pm today!!!

so cool can!!! :)))))

now i m so afresh. later going to my mum's place for CRABBIES!!! yum!

tt's all bye!!!!

The Basics

Name: yingqi
Birthdate: 6/7/89
Birthplace: american hospital. (currently known as east shore hospital)
Current Location: AMK. (home)
Eye Color: black..
Hair Color: black.
Height: 163cm.
Your webpage: tis one lors.
Are you taken? nope.
Are you a virgin? YES.
How many & what kind of pets do you have? countless. majority are dogs.
What's your job? student.
What's your Dream Job? tai-tai
Who is your best friend? fiona, xinyi, meiyi and blah blah blah...
What instruments do you play? guzheng?! lols.
What are your hobbies? i've got tonnes of hobbies.
What are your goals? to get gd results for O's and leave e damnit school IMMEDIATLY!!!
Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump? nope.
What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? seventeen & CLEO.
How would do describe yourself? i m jus a normal person.
What is a topic you wish you knew more about? huh? i jus dun wan to noe anything.
What do you daydream about? hahas. it's a secret lahhs.
What are your religious/spiritual beliefs? i believe in myself! xD

List 3 Things You Would Change About Yourself:

One: my appearance
Two: my appearance
Three: and still my appearance! =X

Either / Or
Shy or Outgoing? outgoing.
Spender or Saver? SPENDER!
Truth or Dare? truth.
Books or Movies? movies.
Romantic Comedy or Action Adventure? romantic comedy.
Cats or Dogs? DOGS definitely!
Mountain or Beach? beach.
Sweet or Salty? sweet.

Do You...
Smoke? no.
Drink? no.
Get annoyed easily? yes.
Like to travel? yes.
Like to drive fast? if possible, yes.
Sing well? hahas. ok lahs.
Want kids? yes.
-----What would you name a boy? i dun wan boys.
-----What would you name a girl? hmms... let me think.

Have You Ever...
Performed on stage? In what? ya. guzheng. -.-
Been in a car accident? nope. *touchwood.
Been out of the country? Where? yes. taiwan, hongking, australia, malaysia and china.

What Is...
The last CD you bought? S.H.E [forever]
The last movie you saw in the theater? 龙虎门
The last movie you rented? i dun rent.
Your greatest fear? slimey slimey things. like lizards and snails?
Your greatest strength?.....
Your greatest weakness?.....
Your happiest memory? my sec 3 year.

Your Favorite...
Movie: currently is 龙虎门

TV Show: 大男人 小男人

Actor: he jun xiang, ming dao, elvin ng, kwon sang woo and lots more~~
Actress: a lot...
Food: yummy ones!
Drink: nice ones!
Color: purple, silver, black and white.
Scent: nice scent. -.-
Season & WHY: winter. cos is cold! xDDD
Day of the week & WHY: friday. cos TGIF!!!
Store: topshop, red earth and lots more.
Quote: lame lahs!

What Do You Think About...
Abortion: hmms... cruel?

Homosexuality: they are jus different from us.

God: almighty. hahas.
Jesus: not really close with him.
Satan: bad.
Heaven: sounds pretty good.
Hell: is for those BAD people who thinks they are good people!
Miracles: is something impossible.
Astrology: quite accurate for me.
War: nah. war is HARMFUL!
Ghosts: eeek... i dun like them.

Reincarnation: well, i believe it.
Karma: karma is os true lahs! so BAD people, better watch out!!!
Luck: i always hope tt lady luck is with me.
Aliens: do they look like they are shown on tv? how interesting!

finally i've finished everything! i got update my blog hors!!! lols.

i m so sian-ified!!!

ask me out people!!!! =DDDD

it will be a super short post for today. hehs.

tml having my oral... so scary~~

anyway, i'm e FIRST lehhs. x)

so happy. wish me luck people!

when actually can i actually forget him?

i noe if i dun forget him, i wun be able to live happily.

i jus hope tt tml will be a better day.

hahs. my sec school life is ending soon.

happy and sad... hais...

no choice... tt's wat life is about.

today went out with fiona.

is like finally lahhs. LOLS.

when we were deciding to go where, we decided to go one place.

our favourite hangout. KBOX.

tis time we went to cineleisure.

whoa. cool man. cos there is e place tt'll brighten fiona's day. -.-

when we reached there... guess wat...

i nearly knocked onto him lahs. wth. -.-

den fiona was like: "yingqiiiii...." hahas.

ok lahs. see-able... hahas kinda cute too... xDDD

at first we tot he couldn't recognise fiona...

wat a heartless guy...

but actually he can recognise lahs.

according to him, he said tt we din say "hi" to him.

tsk tsk...

den saw e captain. hahas. typical korean face. 有性格!

so cute. hehs.

we saw a "playboy" too. hahas. no lahhs. maybe he look like one but he isn't? =\\\

sang until 5+ den somthing funny happen.

e remote was stucked in between e sofas. -.-

well done, FIONA! =)

den a guy came in n pulled out e remote. hahas.

so malu-ed can.

went off at ard 6+.

hang ard there... and fiona ate her LJS. -.-

is long john silver.

she ate real slow man...

u tot i dunno ur motive? heh hehs.

den she SO KIND can. she accompanied me to eat KFC.

again, she got motive.

so i dilly-dally and eat until 7+.

but fiona need to go home... so had to leave.

finally he sms at 8.

and he is not heartless lahs.

he asked usfiona to pei him for dinner.
but fiona cant... hahas.
tt's all i noe lahs...
go ask fiona if u all want to noe more lahhs. xDDD



so sians. MONDAY again. BOO!
wednesday having oral... i'm e FIRST!!!
so happy lahs. =D
i m so elated when i saw my name top e list. hahas.


i still dunno when i'm going to start my revision.

i'm so dead. X.X

hais. i jus dunno wat happen to me.

my mood is never good. and i m always so pek chek.

i admit i'm having mood swiiings~~~ and god noes y. -.-

i can even cry whenever and wherever. i m jus os sick of myself.

maybe i m getting depression. aww~~

i wan to get on with my life...

i wan to stay away from him and start my life afresh.

i jus wan to find a shoulder to lean on.

where are u, my shoulder?

next week prelims!!!

aft tt gonna be O's.

promised my mum tt i'll work hard and she could stop working for 12 hrs a day in 2 yrs time.

STRESS!!! hahas.

now den i noe tt family will always be here for u whenever u need them.

however, frens will leave u one by one...

BUT!!! i noe tt there's a grp of them tt wun leave me in e lurch. xDDD

tis morning, by chance, i saw somebody's blog.
lols. wat a joke. i dun PURPOSELY make a effort to go YOUR BLOG anyway.
hur hur. wanna slap me? u can mahs??
hahas. about offering u sweets, is because in order not to make e situation look awkward so i offered u sweets.
so it become tt i wan u to be my fren? NONONO!!!
u got it all wrong. hahas. how shameless according to fiona. x)
i nv wanted u back as my fren. its a relieve tt u LEFT us. =)
anyway, tt's e truth. truth hurts, doesn't it?
regarding e copying of paper thing, hey GET IT RIGHT ONE LAST TIME!!!
u n me were doing DIFF papers. how m i going to copy urs?
hahas. crap lahs. wat religious, wat race, wat family.
and i din even mention tt christians cant lie.
of cos u all can lie... lie all e way as u like. as if we buddhists, taoists, muslims and watsoever race care. anyway, u were e one hu started e whole religious thing. not me. (((:
and u're contradicting urself. u say u dun bother to c those u dun-give-a-damn's blog...
so how u noe i insulted u?
and do u noe e full meaning of insult? I CLEARLY DIN INSULT IN MY BLOG.
i dun want to contaminate my blog.
so if u wan to slap me, think twice alright?
u slap me once, my mum will make sure she slap till ur head turns to e back.
at least, i got a mum will defend her own daughter.
and also, u no need give me chance de... i dun give a damn to them and i dun need them. =)
i bu shuang so i dun tag ur board cannot arhs... i love typing in my blog and sms with my phone. at least i felt comfortable.
by all means, act pitiful... i dun care. bfore u pple decide to side who, pls OPEN ur wide eyes.
looks r decieving.

anyway, i really offer u sweets without any evil intention...
hahas. and u can think until i curse u... TSK TSK.
see hu's e evil one here.
i dare to admit lehs. i went to ur blog. so?
tis doesn't mean tt i dun have integrity and principal...
and seriously, i dun understand wtf u typing lahs...
wat religious, family and religion???
and wat does it got to do with ur mum??
HAHAS. u wan my mum's no too? i'll give u. xDDD

suddenly have e urge to eat DURIANS.

hahas. at tis hour? i must be mad.

LOLS.

heys!!! (:

just now was listening to S.H.E's new song [[我们怎么了]].

so nice can. made me remember of him.

below's e lyrics to e song...

S.H.E- 我们怎么了

落泪以前再看一眼 你模糊的脸

这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视 窗外的阴天

一句抱歉都僵在嘴边

我搞不懂

我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后

是否住着伤口

我想不透 我们的爱怎么了

雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活

你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕眩

如果我们继续向前走进雨里面

会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后

是否住着伤口
我想不透 我们的爱怎么了

雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活

明明从前

连真挚都很甜美

现在怎会

说句话就冷冻一边

我搞不懂

我们到底怎么了

诚实的背后
是否住着伤口

我想不透

我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否

能让什么 复活

hais. it just bring back e past lahs...

i just wanna ask :“我们到底怎么了？！！！”

really missed my sec3 life.

it's really fun and FUN.

he was then e one i really noe.

unlike now.

and my frens were all ard me...

how i wish i can turn back e clock.

i realised tt "small" font is really too small for me to see.

maybe my eyesight's failing.

hahas. so change to "normal" font instead.

tml will be going to SOUL's gathering.

hope it will be a fun one though.

LUCIFY's one coming up too.

but it falls on e week tt i really had to mug hard for my prelims...

and had to pay $10... aww~~~

last regisration date will be on 16th...

so how??? any suggestion????

I REALLY WAN TO GO!!! but another half of me... dun feel like going.

ayes... CONTRADICTION....

tt's all babes & dudes. =)

well well well...

so long nv blog...

let me c where i stopped.

anyway, i had forgotten wat had happen tis past few weeks.

i only remembered going to kbox with my girls on tues...

hahas. FUN!

we always had fun together.

wed + thurs rot @ home.

today, got back e damn chinese result.

i got a A2 and oral distinction.

felt so disappointed lahs.

tears just dropped anyway and anyhow.

i couldn't control it too.

just felt tt i've let myself and my mdm gwee down.

MUST BE my pp1 lahs.

tt horrendous compo.

i just cant write 报章报道.

and i last min change back to my narrative...

and thus resulting in such a disastrous state.

WELL DONE, YINGQI!

so, i've to RE-TAKE again.

such a waste of time.

pple have been advising me not to,

but i really have to.

ARGH!!!! maybe mr tang read wrongly???

hahas. i think too much lahs.

regarding abt e prom nite.

i really wan to go as it's like only once in ur YOUTH time.

but xinyi doesn't seems to be keen on going.

so still considering... she prefer going to pur "personal" chalet.

LOLS.

but come to think of it...

prom nite need ALOT of MONEY...

u've to pay for e hotel thing, e dress, make-up, hairdo and all sorts of rubbish.

BUT i wanna goooooooo. BOO!

xinyi n me agreed tt if we found nice and cheap dresses, we'll go.

but how bout our chalet???

aww~~~ i wanna have both!

things are still not looking good.

but eventually when i'm tired...

i'll stop at e point, watching getting further and further away from me.

perhaps, it isn't a bad thing.

maybe we're not meant to be friends.

since u dun treat me as a fren le. den i'll OSO remove e link of urs from my blog.

u super duper childish lors. i dun tink i'm at fault tt day.

u kept insisting "不要看，对你不好”。heys. hello? I'M DOING A DIFF PAPER ok?!

how m i suppose to copy urs when i'm doing a diff paper. u tot i retard arhs.

somemore if i wan to copy, i wun copy urs lahs.

u tis weirdo. suka suka, come near to us. u tot we wat? childcare centre???

its better for u to leave us far far away. ^.^V

pple on e outside might seem to LIKE u. but girl, there's alot u still dunno.

bu shuang me jus say out lahs. no need to do tis kinda stuff de lors.

aft e whole incident, i might still feel a little bad. but upon seeing ur BLOG, i jus felt tt i m in NO wrong!!!

to those might think tt she's on e weaker side, and u're gonna side her... i got nothing to say.

but LOOKS DOES DECIEVES!!!

hmms, jus saw somebody's blog. still wondering whether to post up e link anot.
i was absent on fri. and yet, they can still mention my name even though i m not around. wonderful huh?
i'm really clueless. wat have i done tt had made all of u hate me so much? can someone enlighten me pls? however, i dun tink tt ALL of u hated me so much, except e handful of THEM. or rather, HIM. i admit, i felt a little angry aft sawing tt guy's blog. but after feeling angry, i jus felt tt it was pointless. watever, i m leaving tis school in 3 months time. without u ppl haunting me. so wat's e point of getting angry? as a matter of fact, time does pass VERY QUICKLY! hahas. so now, i no longer feel angry anymore. sticks n stones might break my bones but WORDS cannot hurt me. =)

FRI 28/7/06
i jus went out. tt's all. (((:
anyway, 龙虎门 is real nice!!! 甄子丹 is sooooo man lahs.
definitely a NICE movie. 4.5 out of 5 stars!

i wanna watch "helen the baby fox", "click" , "the breakup" and "my super ex-girlfriend" =D

SAT 29/7/06

went to IMM. tis time, SUPERBAND's meet n greet sesssion SUCKS!

e boards of my fav band is blocking me. -.-

anw, somebody gave LUCIFY a "green tea bottle" as a gift.

wat a kind soul ya? HAHAS.

aft tt, went to J8.

den home. wat a boring day. =\

SUN 30/7/06

its basically a day for me to rot @ home. =)

sometimes, i felt bad. cos i felt tt i had left u in e lurch.

we could graduate tgt from tis school... but it wun come true.

we played hard but we were so slacked when it comes to study.

thus, it resulted in today's state. i really felt bad. felt bad as in i get to graduate yet leaving u down there alone... but sometimes, i really think tt i should let behind with u together. cos i hate my life NOW. however, dun worry my girl. i'll still be here for u even if i m outta e school. i m sure xinyi will too. (: ENDURE, time will pass very FAST and by e time, we will be out enjoying our life! (as if we're behind e bars. -.-)

people might be thinking... "u all sometimes oso will buay song with each other wat..." dun tell mie u wun have conflicts with ur frens? pls lahs... through conflicts. we get to noe each other more mahs. aiyah! just to end tis short, i love my FRENS! my true frens!!! xDDD

i jus wish tt everything will come to an end soon.

i hope tt thoughout a night's sleep, it will be 2007! how great would tt be? without getting up early for school and face those hideous monsters. AWW~~~ i longed for tt day till my neck's long! =)))))

oh ya oh ya!!!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO SHINYA!!! whees~~

hahas. he's da man!!! =XXX

i m sooo sooo busy tis few days lahs.

have been going to TTSH tis 2 days. and guess wat? tml i nid to go there aft skool. hahas.

woohoos. so high lahs. can see VERY professional and SHUAI doctors. -.-"

tsk tsk. i wan to marry a doctor. hahas. =\\\ joking only.

2 days nv go skool.... i miss my babes. xD

i've got lots of things to settle and buy...

*my phone bills.

*more eyeshadows. -.-

*a new wallet.

*and i dunno le....

more importantly,

a NEW fone lahs.

currently looking for a better one.

i DUN WAN to have e same as him. =( hope so lahhs.

因为你，我对一样东西感到了恐惧。

那就是 “爱”。

总而言之，我不会再让自己轻易地再陷入下一个漩涡。

因为经过这个恐怖的经验后，我已不再相信爱了！！

终于可以用华文来 blog 了。

我真是迟钝， 现在才知道。-。-

以后，当我心血来潮时，我会用华文 blog 哦。x)

敬请期待。。。。

i'm so lazy to on my computer...

so many pple "complained" t i did not update my blog... hais....

SO! i'm HERE!!! *applause*

finally, i know wat i wan to do in e future. *hehs...

wish me luck bahs!!! xDDD

today aft skool met up with FIONA.

and fiona went hysterical on e bus. *she-should-noe-y*

went to AMK and collected e photos.

my beloved SHINYA & KUEK!

muahahas. 5R lehhs. cost me a dollar each. BOO!

bought our favourite Q-bread accompanied with a cup of chilled blackcurrent drink aka ribena. HAHAS. =D

den walk ard a little and went home.

today's heat is seriously killing me. i m in e process of *melting+evaporating* when i m out in da dammit SUN!

seriously, tt fella(hou yi) should shoot down all e suns!

actually, i realised tt i shuld really let go all e memories we had.

it's better for u n me.

THUS!!! i'm not gonna stucked in those "oh-so-wonderful-and-memorable" memories.

wat for? it'll only made me feel sadder. ((((:

so... tt's all folks!!!

i outta here~~~!!! dun miss me too much ya? =\\\

well, it had been ages tt i've update...

recent HAPPENing happenings. xD
-i've turned 17!!! *did i mention it b4??*
-i m so in love with LUCIFY!!! *especially SHINYA*
-new-found love: misaki n KUEK! *cute dudes!!!*
-have been putting a strong front since ytd. *BOO!*

i'm such a LUCIFIED-SOUL. x)))
hahas. superband rocks lahs.

was quite upset with you. really.
but maybe cos u thought so considerably for me.
tt u nv watch ur words and hurt me so BADLY?
u might have ur own views. so do i.
watever. jus hope things doesn't get worse~

and YOU!!!
another you. wahahas.
maybe its time to let u go...
tho i hope u jus turn ard and look at me for once?
but i know tt it can nv happen anymore. NEVER.
u have left me down there, where we've stopped.
u jus left my life in silence. without any premonition... nothing.
maybe i've left out smth. u din left me...
BUT! u chose to DESTROY my life with wat u have said.
i felt tt u've toyed with my feelings...
how i wish u can see my post. or maybe u're doing right now?! O.O
wateva lahs. i wun anticipate anymore from u. tt's all!
FULL STOPPPPPPP.......

aww!!!! my SHINYA~~~
lalalalas~~ so shuai lahs!!!!
but... there's a zheng gong niang niang...
not tt dachangjin arhs... LOLS.
woolalalas. now i wun die with regrets, cos i saw SHINYA in real person b4.

very soon, aft e whole superband... i will gradually forget abt them... *how sad*
hahas. hope not. =DDD

hope to get e finals ticket too!!! cos it is really different watching on tv and live performances. *grins. =)))

well, is time to update!!! x(

06/07/06

its my b'dae!!! x)

frens gave mie presents and i love them alot!!! thanks people!!!

went off early to accompany my ahma to TTS. well, everything was alright and she can go for her caterect surgery.

aft tt, went home. my uncle bought me a cake!!! *so surprised*

hahas. black forest... yummy. =D

tt's all for my b'dae tis yr~~~ *aww... not excited de...*

but anyways, i still have to thank those hu wishes me happy b'dae and of cos those hu gave me PRESENTS!!!

heyys. 2 yrs later, when i'm 19, my birthday will fall on 06/07/08!!! wahahas. xD looking forward~~~

07/07/06

aft skool, went all e way to cineleisure to get my "da tou".

but i cant find any nice ones... so i chose a pooh bear. x)

so cute lors. aww~~~ LOLS.

den went home.

08/07/06

went to mediacorp with fiona n sabrina.

waited outside radio gate. saw shinya when we jus arrived.

OHMY!!! he so _ _ _ _ _ [fill in e blanks] can!!! HAHAS. fiona said i blushed when i see him. -.-

i wasn't lors... its becos of e weather.

den i regretted so much when i dun have e courage to take photo with him after he left. argh!!!

waited for 2 hr plus jus for SOUL to come out... -.-

and they really did. we were e last grp of people to leave and SOUL came over and tok to us... o.O

theyr'e so tall lors... hahas. and kinda paiseh too when they walked over. xP

justis's CUTE!!! =XxX

aft tt, went to e theatre there to watch superband.

e atmosphere there is so HIGH. so different frm e one we watch on tv. hahas.

and fiona and me sat right at e front. -.- luckily, we got e placards to block from e camera.

saw all of e superbands performed. so nice can!!!

especially... BRODS, SOUL and of cos my LUCIFY!!!!! whees~~~ gonna vote for them!!!

aft e recording ended, we went to take photos with them.

at first, very shy... but aft that, like aunties liddat... running aft them.

i personally love e pic i took with SHINYA!!! *swoons~~~*

BRODS is VERY friendly and awi is funny. hahas.

reached home @ 12 midnight. ((((:>br>

09/07/06

STAYED AT HOME AND WATCHED DEVIL BESIDE U FOR 3 TIMES!!!!

watch until i can remember their lines.

10/07/06

had chinese oral today. *nervous*

topic is quite easy... but i think i screwed it!!! argh!

hehs. mr pah commented tt my eng is already "there"!!! whees!!! so happy lahhs!!! xDDD

tonight mus rmb to watch [[SUPERBAND]]!!!

vote B6 [[LUCIFY]]!!!!! and B5 for SOUL lahhs. hhahas.

ppl might find it weird y i like lucify.

had heard few comments on them... actually they really not bad. especially shinya. he's singing improved so much lors. so stop! criticising them like ghosts. they aren't! u all should watch then perform "live". so astonishing. ^^

aiyah. in short.... i <333333 color="#3366ff" size="4">shinya!!!! x) (but he got stead lahhs. hhahas. very loving too!)

saw e testi shinya wrote for his girl... aww~~~ so sweeeet!!!

tt's all people!!! rmb to watch SUPERBAND!!!