so sians. I M SO SIAN!!! days seems like CRAWLIIING. y it takes so long to pass a day? i mus get a job aft my hols! hmms... prom seems to be fun hur? frens and all those... nice. but dun tink i going lahs. cos dun tink my frens going. hahas. but dun go like very wasted hors. hmms. will c when the day comes. OH YA! i jus knew who r e prom king and queen. i tot i hear wrongly u noe. i was like HUH?!!!! u sure?!!! lols. a bit over i noe. but normal reaction mahs. i m not sayin these wif evil intentions. =) pls dun mistaken. lols. some more is goh chern tell mie de. =)) hahas. oh! todae is 3oth le. 6 daes more. lalalas. i m so EXCITED. hahas. pple kept askin mie " u going taiwan arhs?" hahas. YA. i m going. lols. very weird mehs? den saw there news on tv todae. it reported tt a grp of s'pore tourists went to taiwan and they met wif an accident there. CHOI CHOI CHOI!!! lols. so suay ehs. wan to go there liaos. still report these and tt. make us scared. hmms. dunno there cold anot. hope not lahs. dun wan to wear those thick thick de coldwear. like bears liddat. hahas. cant wear skirts, must wear shoes. sians. pple hu noe mi sure noe tt i dun like to wear shoes and pants. TSK. sians. so troublesome. anyways. i changed e picture in my blog le. there... e one on ur left hand side. hahas. OFFICIALLY my own blogskin le. hahas. I CHANGED ALMOST EVERYTHING!!! so can credit myself le. wahahas. "i had to admit i m sooo in love with u!" suits mie ehs. but.. hais...................................... lols. just let mie sigh lahs. =D

takkaire everyone. nite!

todae is a FUN dae. lovin going out wif my bao beis. =)
supposingly i shuld meet xinyi @ 1. but i was late for half an hour. =( sorry xinyi! den we walked to e comics shop to return comics and rent comics while waiting for fiona. aft tt, went to hougang mall de mac to haf lunch. saw kelly from 3n1. lols. cant recognise her. aft eatin we took 147 to sim lim to buy fiona's mp3. aww... feel like buyin another one. =X while waiting for bus to go to orchard, we saw ann nee and heng li. called them and asked them whether they wan to go wif us. but they going to e kwan yin temple to pray for their N's results. hahas. so devoted. =) so agreed to meet at orchard aft they prayed. den we took e bus to orchard. den ann nee called. said they boarded e bus and they r coming over. so we waited for them. walked to heeren together... took pics onli wif xinyi and fiona. cos ann nee and heng li doesn't want to take pics. i'll scan in sooon. =)
aft tt mie n xinyi n fiona went over to meritius mandarin to look for mei mei. hu noes when we r steppin into e lift... we cant go up. cos we dun have e card key. so gotta go over to e reception and call meiyi. but e receptionist asked us to giv her e guest's name. but how would i noe hu is e one hu booked e room. lols. so called meiyi down to bring us up. so throw face. aft tt went to sOck's room. saw vian n stella. tink kevin is inside too. lols. den saw sOck n cat. whoa. both r preeetty ehs. lols. bet tt fella would throw blood or faint when he saw cat. she's simply princess-y. den aft tt went over to mei's room. hahas. chaotic mans. saw kailing ironing a dress. den e rest are make-up-ing and running ard. hahas. all of them r busy. everybody is gorgeous. den sat ard and crapped. at around 6+ xinyi n fiona got to go le. so we left. saw jacquline and linli at e door. they r beautiful too. =) took e lift down and saw a grp of guys. smth caught my attn. it's e blue shirt guy. lols. it's e colour of his shirt caught my attn. not e person. dun misunderstood okies. dun expect we will c them. hahas. took train to bishan wif fiona and myu daddy came and fetch mie. =) den home sweet home.

tat's all for todae. =) had fun. mei mei & sOck rmb to show mie e pics u all took @ e prom arhs. lols. x))

[[o8]] to taiwan.

hehs hehs. tis skin i created partially myself de. i changed everything all by myself. heh. *big grin* very fun sia. change skin. too bad i dunno how to do one. if not more unique. lols. stupid lors. kept askin mie to switch off e com. e one hu pay money din even make noise wat for u care so much. tsk. IRRITATED. tml todae going out wif xinyi. whees. sure will have fun de. we'll be going to mei mei n gang de hotel room. hahas. see how they dress. sure very bea-utiful. =) todae mei mei, sOck n weiting came to my hse. cos sOck wanna lend some of e accessories. lols. den mei mei n weiting made alot of jokes lors. hahas. with them ard... u wun feel bored. x) tt's all for todae bahs. =) smiles everyone. hope e prom nite for the grads will be a memorable one.

todae when to e church for e laster prayer. (i din pray lahs. sat down there and joke ard wif my uncles. sorry to the christians... but we really cant understand wat e fella is tryin to talk abt.) its very sad lors. laot of people cry. my grandma cried and of cos, i cried too. den went up to e bus, reach mandai crematorium. its classy there. and i saw monkeys. =) i mean outside e crematorium lahs. there is not zoo lehs. lols. den went to the service hall. e guy continued e speech. -.-"' my uncles n i really cannot tahan. lols. he tok in a very agressive way, he doesn't sounds like givin a speech during a funeral but giving a speech at the speaker's corner near people's park. =.= den suddenly somebody walked in. i saw my uncle,(i got TONS of uncles and aunties lahs.) and his son. tot is his elder son(which was menioned ytd.) but todae, he came wif his second son. dun expect he'll come lahs cos he is servin his NS. kekes. den i saw him, he saw mie lookin at him den i quickly turned my head over. kind of pai seh lahs. cos i din tok to him for... hmms a few yrs? due to e bite i had given him during 1992/1993 de chinese new yr. so sad hur. lols. he's now very charming ok. lols!! =) very pai seh lors. his father actually wanted to sit wif us de. but aft tt, he saw in front got seats den went to sit there. hahas. heng arhs. den aft tt proceed to viewing hall, whereby people can see e coffin being send into the "oven". -.- so we stood there and saw e whole thing. everybody cried. e atmosphere is soooo sad lars. i cried again. = '( but e whole thing is done in a very automatically way. people r not needed to push the coffin... e coffin is moved by itself. -.- i guess u all wun understand wat i m tokin abt. aiyah. IT'S COMPUTERISED LAHS. understand? aft tt jiu proceed to e rest room. not toilets. its a area for us to rest. so thay called it rest room. waitin for my uncle's car, so my aunties went to restrooms, real toilets. hahas.den e relatives crapped ard there. and people r callin us to join them and become christians. almost ALL our relatives r christians and aft they died are placed in st paul. went to "see" them todae too. my great-grandfather, great-aunties, great great-aunties(twins lehs.),grea-great-great grandmother, and one of my granduncle hu died very early. saw alot of relatives whom i din c before too. ya. tis is wat i meant BIG family gatherings. come to think of it, i have a few cousins onli. for my mpther side, i got onli 5 cousins. pathetic hur?
e sequence is frm big to small. =)
first one is a guy. age 26 but studying @ cananda.
second one is a gurl. age 25?? people call her tomboy. and until now she is till a tomboy. she has no skirts but all shorts and pants. wonder is she a les or smth? she's genius, FILTHY rich, dao, arrogant, feel like givin her a slap, no manners, doesn't greet her elders, when wans to call her mum, she just snap her finger. >.<
the third one is 24 tis yr. now studyin aeroplane course at australia but recently came back for hols. very tall. 1.9m. noe nth about him. onli noes tt he has got a gf tt's all.
the fourth one is once my playmate but now... we seldom tok le. =(( he's 19 now serving his NS. last time used to think he's horrible brat. but now... he very shuai lehs. lols. dunno whether he got gf anot. lols. but onli noes tt he's a devoted christian. he's bro is my third cousin. hahahs.
the fifth one is MIE lahs. yours truly. =)
i still got one more cousin. she's is one year smaller den mi. so she's no.6. i dun really noe her. jus noe tt she's a adopted by my uncle. she's from china.
den aft tt went to sim lim square wif my family to buy e lao kok kok videocam de battery. very difficult to find sia... cos it's an veryyy old model le. den found it at e sales there. all e things darn cheap sia. a 600 bucks de mp3 sellin at onli $300+. so good rite. hahas. feel like buying... =) i wan to buy so many things~~ go check out my updated de wishlist bahs. hahas. tok to sOck in MSN jus now. hahas. she needs some more accessories. so here i m to help her! lols. she might be coming over to my hse wif mei mei/cat tml. whees. long time no c em le. MISS MY SENIORS! =D tt's all for todae bahs. takkaire everyone. x)

[[o8]] daes to taiwan

todae went to clean up the new house wif ah e. ya. it's my mum's new house. confused? i guess so. my mum went to applied a 2 room flat at amk. and we're lucky. it's just 3 blocks away? ya. but mus climb overhead bridge lahs. sians. -.- lols. but i m not going to stay there. i m stayin wif my ah e in future. so same house. =) *dun go to e wrong house if u wanna find mie. but my mum will come over my current house VERY often lahs. and of cos, i'll go over too. i think i'll miss my mum. =( hahas. my mum wun be movin away so fast. maybe in jan or feb 2oo6. ^.^BUT. i'll get a room of my ownself and will be in PURPLR colour!!! i m so excited. yeah. i m so excited over almost everything. especially trip to TAIWAN! yeahness. can buy lots of NICE BAGS. x) i'll get some nice stuffs for my friends too! unlike tat old man... (wanna noe hu's old man? ask mie! xD) went to thailand and get himself his own stuff onli but bought a few chewing gums for his frens. -.-" i m more generous den him. hahas. my skin still hurt lors. cos of sun-burnt. =( and muscle ache too. =(( somemore todae went house-cleaning, it make it WORSE. =((( den finally its clean! oh ya. when i m cleaning e windows, a auntie walked by. she told mie tis house its better n nicer. she sae heng u all din get e 7th floor de. cos some1 jumped off e buildin. -eerie- my mum is so qiang lors. she first saw e house, she sense smth is wrong. so, it's off from our choices. hahas. she got e *SIXTH SENSE. aft tat took dinner and headed home. went to have my shower and den off to the funeral wake. hmms. she was placed at a church. and e church is located at a very chim place. aft askin frm some relatives, den realised its near JEREMY tee's house. lols. reach there. saw a grp of people sittin at the tentage there. den we walked in lors. den hu noes m grandma told mie tt she doesn't noe anyone there. den i told her probably we walked into somebody's else wake. hahas. she told mie "CHOI"! lols. cute hur. walked to e church there. saw someone prayin. den inside e women all wearing a veil over e head. **can any christians enlighten mie?** den we tot isn't e wake lors. hanging ard there like fools. den my uncle saw e pic of my relative. so ya. we din went to someone else funeral. hehs. sat down there for awhile. den people start comin out. saw a few relatives. hahas. felt like chinese new year. =) den e someone whom i m expectin de car came. den its his bro. not him. -.- den sat for a few hours... jiu went home le. tml going to "send her off". =(( found out that christian and buddhist/taoist de funeral got some similarities n differences. hmm. got to ask jacintha to enlighten mie. =) takkaire guys. got to wake up early tml! >.<

p.s: ooh ya! there's a road named [[joo hong rd]]. so joo hong has a rd all by itself! so cool. i oso wan a rd named aft mie. [[yingqi rd]] isn't it nicee? x)))

heyys everyone. -.-" lols. fiona n mie went to wild wild wet todae. hahas. so fun! reached there ard 11+, den took lunch and went into wild wild wet. went to change and buy a funky card and rent a locker. hahas. e locker is cool. aft that went into e lazy river. the tubes/floats r free. lols. cos at first don't dare to go n take. but in e end... ask e pple there... whether issit free den they told us it's free. so good hur. lols. went rounds and rounds in e lazy river. hmm. -giddy- aft that went to cycle. ya. cycle in e mid-air. -.- scary at first. but aft tt jiu okae le. den i was tellin fiona not to be afraid. cos she is afraid of heights mahs. lols. i was still tellin her, "see, no nid to scared de... pedal faster oso no problem." thus i pedalled faster .. suddenly at the turning there... ther's a "ekk" sound. made us so scared and i learnt my lesson to pedal slower when there's a turning. -.- lols. how i wish i can really cycle. =) after e ride. went to plae the "ulah-lah" or smth. lols. hmms. took it wif a family of four. cos it nids 6 pple for e ride. e parents are very nice. hahas. they told us to hold tighter. aft that. hmms. i forgot. just a short summary. we plae rounds and rounds of e bicycle thingy and lazy river. hahas. den we went over to e wave pool. there's performance gg on. nice. the diving n everything. =) lastly. went to the kiiddies pool. hahas. it's very fun. lols. the water bucket and e other things. and i m burnt! aft tt went to bugis to get my necklace repaired. den went to shop ard. aft tt went to M-industries. e clothes there r nice! i bought a top at $27. =) cheap n nice. and get free gifts too. x) actuallie wanted to go pinkindustries... but fiona nids to go home so bo bian went home lors. lols. took train to paya lebar, den 76 to AMK. met wif my family to hav dinner. just noe e news tt one of relative passed away during her sleep. she's my grandma's sister-in-law. she's a VERY nice lady. my mum told mie tt she used to make alot of nice fod and make clothes for my mum n ah e. i also remembered her as a lovable old lady. she's respected by everybody due to her good-temper. =) although is sad. but she died very peacefully. she lived up to e age of 86 okae. hahas. my grandma side de people all can live till very old de. average is 8o+. hopes my grandma and my family people CHANG MING BAI SUI! =)) think tml den go to e wake bahs. =( i hate to c people leave. especially loved ones. onli during chinese new year or someone passed away... den we'll have a BIG family gathering. hmms. weird huh? but it's our STYLE. =) takkaire peeps. x)

it seems like everyone's workin. so gud. i wan to work too... but my holidays are stoppin mi. LOLS. cos my trip is on the 6 and ends at 12. hmm. so i cant work during this period. maybe aft my holiday bahs. x) but it's like left 3 weeks onli. aww... =( but seriously i nv work before... dunno how workin feels. >.<

tml meetin fiona. hahas. going to PS. i love going out. ESPECIALLY wif fiona bao beix. hahas. days at home are REAL BORIN! dun even noe shuld sit or stand. muahahas. going to Wild Wild Wet on thurs too. Oh ya! mei mei is at pasir ris too~! hahas. maybe can meet up for awhile or smth. graduating from skool is good hur. but is e frens tt pple will miss the most. LOLS. dunno if i can graduate by e end of 2oo6 anot. =( possibilty of retaining is HIGH. shuld not have slacked durin my sec 3. =(( i'm reflecting! =D isn't that a good thing? hahas.

gonna end here bahs. weather is cold. -grrrrr- sounds like dog barkin. -.- takkaire everyone~!

hmms. few daes din blog again? ya. i'll blog todae bahs.

Thursday 17.11.05

went out wif ah e n fiiona. hahas. meet at AMK mrt and fiona is late again. LOLS. but we r nice... we waited for her. hahas. den went for interview at hmm.... where huh? i forgotten le. lols. but is interview as toys n games promoter. den went up to e company... realised is [[hasbro]] sellin board games like *cledo* *monopoly* *twister* and play doh.

http://www.hasbro.com/

den we went in n filled up the form. b4 us there's a guy. den we heard the lady whose in-charge of the interviewees scolded e guy. but not really scold lahs. jus raised her voice. she said wat dun giv her troubles or smth. den mi n fiona were like really frightened cos first time interview mahs. so when its our turn... we acted very carefully. so the interview begins and we found out the lady is very nice n reasonable and she tells us more about wat hasbro is doing... and yada yada... so e job is to promote toys n games. e pay is $85o but onx'mas eve we onli nid to do morning shift... x'mas doesn't nid to work... hahas. gd right? but haf to wear sports shoes and shirt have to be tucked in. no skirts allowed but only jeans. =( sians.. when i heard this. den problems came. first problem... fiona n mi gotta divorced. hahas. which means we have to be seperated... den 2nd prob. fiona still has to go skool for cca... but the job must start the next dae. =( so gotta reconsider. but dun tink i m workin. cos i m going for hols. =) den aft tt... met up wif my ah e. went to ate crepes and pancakes. yummy. ah e treated us. den cabbed down to people's park complex to visit e tour agency. fiona tagged along too. x) hmms. nth much there. aft tt... went to the OG opp. fiona was looking at the pumps [[wa wa xie]]. i m a good sales girl... fiona hors. lols. so fun. den bought a bracelet for myself. a unique one though. cos no one will have e same one as mie. =) den ah e bought a top for mie. and bought fiona a NICEEE skirt as x'mas prezzies. so fiona... u owe mi one hur. lols. nvm. we'll xchange! hahas. fiona tried on 8 skirts. mind you. is EIGHT! hahas. like model like tt... den we took the train to hougang mall. fiona bought her pumps there. hmm. nice. den aft that... fiona went home le. den mi n my ah e took our dinner there and left.

FRIDAY 18.11.05

simply rot @ home. =)

SATURDAY 19.11.05

rot at home too. x)

but tok to meiyi on msn in e night. so long nv seen her le. missed her so much!! =) hope tml can go out wif her bahs. ^.^ and we agreed on [[mei you ai qing, you you qing]] (without relationship, we still have friendship!!) lols. erms. so remember to smile more arhs, meiyi!! anyway. sick of my family lahs. do things so laggy. like shit! wanna go hols den kept on drag n drag n drag. siians. dunno wan to go anot. sians. might as well stay on s'pore lahs! dun go anywhere else lors. @!#$!#*@#* tt's all for todae bahs. takkaire everyone. =)

whees. bought my fone le~~ [[samsung E73o]]
a VERY good fone i can sae. good functions... and good cam... everything is so fabulous!! wahahas.
e very first dae... to0k pics with fiona. hahas. nice photos. ^.^V

SATURDAY 12.11.o5
went out wif fiona bao bei. had losta fun... whees. went to marina square. to buy discounted PMK tees. cos i m a member. x) she bought 2... i bought 4!!! wahahahs. nice and cheap... so buy lors. we bought a same design one too. marina square changed alot... yup. erm... but not all shops are filled up... so quite empty... den went to eat long john silver... saw a waiter @ LJS... quite old le... i assumed 40+ to 5o?? he brought the food to a grp of pple... aft puttin down the food... he actually **muack** to a boi. wahahahs. so funni... den tt boi even said "ah gua" when the waiter left. so hilarious lors. den aft tt went to suntec... want to look for *chicken lil* de plushies... but cant find lehs... anybody noes where got sell... pls inform mie kaes?? thanks alot. bought quite alot of things. hahas. a fruitful trip. aft tt on our way home on the bus. we kept takin pics... hahas. pple might tot tt we r mad... cos we r so obessed wif ourselves. x)

SUNDAY 13.11.o5
went to highlight my hair... whees. reddish brown. N-I-C-E~! after tt went to bishan wif my ah e. so fun... went to alter skirts and bought 3 skirts. *satisfied* i love to go shoppin wif my ah e... can buy losta things!!! den came back watch e [[golden horse award]] for those hu dunno... is something like s'pore star award... but GRANDER!! den guess wat? JAY CHOU gotten e BEST NEWCOMER AWARD all thanks to e NICEST movie in e world... [[INITIAL D]]!!! whees. wat a HAPPY~~~ day. takkaire everyone!! tml is another shopping dae!!! =))

miserable life~

my life seems so miserable... suddenly felt this way... everything came down on mie so harsh... wat have i done wrong? i dun understand... i like him as much as i hate him. pathetic hur? i dunno y... sians. e second thing is my studies. wat the f*ck... cant even handle e N's well... shyt... i shuld hav studied harder and not regretting at this moment where people r playin like mad... i m so streessssssedddd uppp!!!! f*cked up life lahs. WAT A MISERABLE LIFE I HAD~!!! sometimes... feel like telling him off man.... arse. really feel like slappin him... he made mie feel like as though i m in hell... pls lahs. let mi off bahs. dun appear in front of mie anymore... really lors. feel like cryin~~ =( I M SO SAD!!! nobody understands mie... shuldn't hav let myself landed in this deeeeeep shiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!! [[back!!!]] jus now go drink soup. yum yum. yeah... better dun tink too much le... later i kena depression arhs~~ i wan to be e happy me!!! frens r more important!!! boys r nth but TROUBLE!!!! i will never shed a single tear for him de!!! **hope i can do it lahs. hope everything will goes smoothly for mie bahs! jia you jia you jia you!!! ONE MORE THING!!! jay chou's new album rocks dao~~~~~!!!! everyone muz go grab one hors!!! =)) SMILE!

feel better aft sayin everything out... -ooooh.... LOLS! hope i'll be back to normal bahs.

fiona: i wanna go out!!!

meiyi: i got so much to say to u!!!

LOLS~!!!